The moments of pure joy, and laughter we have shared together in the divine matrix will radiate into infinity like twinkling cosmic jewels. Jade-memories, like pearls and flowerlets I will wear proudly around the contours of my chest, and neck. These most precious ornaments of the soul floating through and above the energy-space of my anahata heart-chakra like translucent bubbles bubbling in a pool of sacred waters.
Duke, I have to let you know that my fears are like giant walls around my heart. My wounded ego frightened has pushed you away violently again. I am aware and observe the actions and drama of my ego-victim persona that feeds on feeling unloved, undeserving, and rejected. I am no longer willing to allow myself to die of sadness. This time, I will not let this painful experience unfold in vain. I promise your kind and gentle heart to learn from my mistakes. Surrendering to my pain, waking up to love.
The ego-based things that separate great friends are the true inferno of the human heart.