I know you are thinking about him. I know you feel guilty and ashamed, but you are not powerless. I know you wish for his forgiveness, but the only forgiveness you truly need is your own. Forgive yourself for not being able to share yourself. Take your time. Learn to mend the broken pieces of your heart. Be kind to yourself and be kind to others. Learn to unravel the messiness of your trauma without shame and guilt. Learn to love yourself, unconditionally, immensely, wildly. Do not fear to be alone to protect others from the violence that has been perpetrated against you. BEING ALONE IS A POWERFUL THING. Embrace your space, as it is a gift that has been bestowed to you. Embrace your extraordinary creativity that keeps you fresh, amazed, and thriving!
I won’t let anyone hurt you anymore. I will not abandon you. I will rock you until the end. I will carry your soul until you take your last breath…The love in your heart is strong. You are alive…Your voice is powerful. Remember that your life is deeply meaningful, that you are LOVED, and that YOU ARE LOVE.